I HATE THIS DAY! (10/06/09)

AT First i heard i could come find you,i was so happy i waited and waited for the time to pass fast to 6.30 then i could find you. I rush down to whitesand to bought your 6x6 cake.Then when i reach there you can even tell me,(I thought you joking that you was coming down). You know how bad did i felt. Then Nvm, I was hoping to make your birthday one of the best day but i guess i just a lousy DI i can never make it a happy 1 for you ever. I actually wanted to put cream in your face but NO i could not.I EVEN SCARED you. You want to know why cause i wanted my alone time thinking how lousy i was!Think this is gods will.